Why did I create this situation?

I’ve noticed a lot of emotion coming up. Most of the anger seems to stem from a place of feeling unappreciated – by others and by the self (why did self let me down, why did I create this situation, etc).

A lot of what is coming up for some of you is a lot of old tapes and emotions that we’re not expressed but remained in the energy bodies. Know that if this is occurring right now, it’s okay to feel it, AND, this is the perfect opportunity to begin to practice consciously redirecting your energy – because it IS yours. You are the thinker if the thoughts, not the thought, and not the receiver down stream of another power source. The buck starts and stops with you. Some of you may be feeling resistance around this as well.

There’s a part of the self that we perceive often times as “other” energy or “darker” energy.

It’s function is disempowerment and distraction. This energy is you, and it is time to direct it. You don’t need to fight it, you simply need to acknowledge that it’s there, and direct yourself to integrate peacefully with all aspects of your self on board and at peace with wholeness and love.

Be conscious of where you’re feeling unappreciated in life right now as well as where you’re doing things because you feel you have to or “should.”

Part if this energy is coming up to show you where you believe you don’t have choice.

Drop into your heart and choose to know and feel the love of this group and of Source, and know that love is you. If feelings come up around not being able to, etc, invoke the formula.

The fear/matrix call would be a great call to listen to help with this. There is also a video posted on fear in the blogs section on my website from my friend, Story Waters, that will help some of you realize that these feelings are you, and that it is okay to release them. The other thing that is up is around honor and money.

Around that, let me say this:

If you want others to honor your abilities and your gifts, honor the abilities and gifts of others. With money, recognize it as an energy exchange – currency. Look at your beliefs around enough and flow. This will be a big week for a lot of you who are newer as there is a lot coming up to release.

The meeting the source self track can help ease and accelerate the integration.

Lots of love, Jarrad