Are ya’ll ready for some fun and celebration?

Are ya’ll ready for some fun and celebration? I’m going to begin working more with that active vibration energy in the next few days. It’s the same energy that came up just before the Darius call… and it’s been around in smaller amounts for the last two months. There is some “stuff” to move out so we can all really enjoy it in a more open and full way.

If you haven’t read Suzi’s “Energy Explosion” blog a few posts down, it’s a great read, along with the responses. I wrote quite a bit about the electrical charge and mentioned that I’ve fried several iphones since Thursday. In fact, I need to go back to the Apple store again today.

I explained in my response a bit about what I’ve been doing at the deeper level, and then today, even more came up. It stands on it’s own, but in conjunction with the three hidden/buried fears/beliefs that i wrote about in Suzi’s post, it really provides a launching pad into Love and Harmony (which, on a separate note, needs to be directed. So, what are you directing yourself to be in harmony with?).

This was part of my response to Jackie, but I know not everyone reads all of the comments, so I wanted to make it a post of it’s own, but I want to also share what was coming in on Friday:

Going back to Suzi’s post, what I mentioned to Suzi was that within myself and the group, I was tracking “the light of me – the electrical charge of me in that high vibrational charge – can’t/won’t/will not handle me.” Meaning, the electrical charge goes out, but as it comes back, we can’t fully connect. Think of it like a circuit that can’t make connection but is constantly being fired.

There were three things that came up:

1. When I’m god I have to die, so I don’t want to receive myself in the highest form.
2. When I’m god, I don’t know, and I have to know to be god, so I can’t know and therefore receive myself.
3. When I’m god, there’s nothing else to do… Which equals non creation, so I can’t create myself as god or receive myself because to do so would take me out of creation.

It all seems a bit paradoxical, but that’s the biggest thing that was coming up. It took me two days to flesh it out at the highest level. In that time I also went through three iPhones. They just kept frying and breaking. I thought it might be my frequency tracks until my car stereo just started turning itself up and changing channels… so I knew it was “electrical.”

I went in to chart where this might be in my field. What came in after that was about duality and the words I heard surprised me: “the dark side of me.” Now, keep in mind, I mean a perceived dark side… Polarity… Yin and yang… The part of me that I had defined as “I can’t let you do that (that being move fully into power and joy and celebration around power). I had defined that part of me as “other” and when I moved to incredibly high frequency, the two “separate” energies had to clash. (I hope this is making sense). Because I perceived this part of my energy as wanting to keep me from the light, I labeled it “dark” subconsciously and was fighting with it. So in realizing that I had created and left this space for that energy in my field, I acknowledged it was me, invited/directed it in, and then redirected everything into the light.

“Let there be light.”

In a way it was a very old story, but it surfaced in a way that I found to be fascinating as I was in awe that it was coming up. It was well hidden, but in a way, it was serving as an unconscious “balance” to keep me safe because of all of the aforementioned beliefs about being god/powerful/etc.

So invoke the formula around completing the circuit of you and receiving the charge of divine love as divine love… and being “in sync” (bye, bye, bye to that old self limitation that thought it was helping).

Something else is wanting to come through as well around embodiment and light… Well, it’s a belief around being the light and it’s the electrical charge of what it means to be “human” or physically incarnated. We need to redirect that charge so that we are all that we are.

So hold that as the intention, and bring in LOVE. Feel the love, be the love, and direct THAT to now be the charge.

And if you have any limitation around LOVE, let’s let that one go, too 😉

One of the the things that is coming up in the last few days is “retraction.” It’s kind of like expansion is this thing I do, but it’s not really who I AM, so to get back to me, I need to “decompress” or “retract” back into “my energy” (the old definition of the energy or the place where subconsciously we feel “home” and comfy). That brings up more of what we’ve been knocking out, which is: I AM NOT. So this is really about what I posted to Suzi – that part of ourself (that many define as not part of self or dark or resistance… there are lots of words…) that is programmed (by us or in the collective sense, directed with our permission) to keep us from fully stepping into our power.
I’m seeing where it’s a ride and a charge that we keep because we enjoy being on the “precipice” more than arriving in eternal expansion. This brings up the release of more struggle.

WOW. That just gave me chills of joy.

I’m also hearing – as I mentioned on the call on Thursday – for some of you to invoke the formula around the definition of freedom and joy so that they can be the highest vibrational knowingness and experience of harmony, peace, freedom, excitement, peace (I heard to put that twice for emphasis), joy, etc…

Now around “peace” lets invoke the formula so that it is not that “separate” monk on the mountain kind of peace, but that it is the “peace that surpaseth all understanding” – it is that knowingness in th heart – that expression of love and joy – that ACTIVE vibration… which brings us full circle as this active vibration… this “activation” is what a lot of people, myself included, are having some amazing experiences around. This is the energy of us that is triggering the “too much alarm.”

So with all of the above balanced, I AM THE LOVE AND THE JOY AND THE PEACE OF MY BEING AND ACTIVITY. I JOYFULLY RECEIVE ALL THAT I AM AS ALL THAT I AM IN FREEDOM, JOY, BLISS, HARMONY. I AM THE PHYSICAL EMBODIMENT OF FREEDOM AND LOVE, AND I AM THAT I AM.
AND SO IT IS 😀