Today I worked on releasing Imprints. Interestingly enough, when this came in this morning, it felt like this rage energy. The word I got was "Berserker." This is the definition of "Berserker:" Berserkers (or berserks) were Norse warriors who are primarily reported in the Old Norse literature to have fought in a nearly uncontrollable, trance-like fury..."
Ultimately, what came in was that there was a need in the collective to feel this type of rage due to a myriad of imprints: ex: "I'm not worthy, so as that energy builds, it explodes, and I either take it out on myself, which causes more rage and hate because I am going against my true nature, or, the same belief, only, now it's "their" fault, and I am going to get revenge.
After clearing that, I began to see things that looked like "healing crisis" within the energy - in other words, all of the imprints that exist around what our physical release must be (the purging, the negative feelings, etc). On top of that was the message, "You can only heal what you can feel." This is a big one that is prevalent in a lot of us on a cellular level. It's built in to our bodies. And it's time to move beyond that as best we can, and to love ourselves as we do it... to know that we are worthy to the point that we can release "worth" from our field, because we now function from our I AM state of being, and in that heart-centered space of love, there is no such concept as worth, because to have worth implies added value or that some things or feelings or people lack worth.
I AM DIVINE LOVE, CREATING, EXPRESSING, AND EXPERIENCING MY LIFE AS DIVINE JOY, LOVE, PEACE, AND KNOWING.
Interestingly, when I invoked the formula "around" imprints, they did not release. I had to specifically invoke it around "releasing imprints" and then bring in the divine love energy as a salve.
Choose love for yourself. For some of you, that might look like having compassion towards your life, choices, friends, family, etc. For others, it may look like taking actions in your life to better create in the physical world the reality you want to experience. Whatever it looks like, love yourself and allow Divine Love - the isness of ALL THAT IS - to permeate every cell of your body. Allow yourself to flow at every level in total love.
Invoke the golden pink and blue lights of self love and actualization.
Lots of love,
Feeling bad about not feeling bad?
I saw some interesting empowerment energy at play today with in the group that I really wanted to explore and suss out. I've noticed where everyone is individually, and while some are having a great month, others are having some awakening bumps. If it's feeling a little bumpy, I just want to say, "you're not doing it wrong." Nothing is broken :) Today, I wanted to see if I couldn't help eliminate some of those growing pains, so I looked deep into what was going on. On one level, it was just good ok fashioned resistance in the form of "I don't know who I am without struggle, therefore happiness feels empty, like there is nothing to do, and if there's nothing to do, I am depressed or despondent, so to keep myself happy, I will continue to struggle..." This is an age old game that has a lot of its roots in the same energy that created the idea of hell and any type of punishment system. At its base, it is the belief that I can't be God. Or even deeper, a "knowingness" that I AM not God. This makes creation a bit of a burden! The thing I saw though that really hit was this idea of feeling bad about not feeling bad. That looks something like this: "I am coming forward for myself and being true to me. Some people seem to be at odds with what I am creating, and I am creating it anyway, because I live myself. In loving myself, I am not paying attention to their negative responses or beliefs. I'm flaunting that I create myself! And I don't feel bad about that at all!!! ...but I should. So I feel bad about not feeling bad. What kind of person creates their life and doesn't honor, acknowledge, or take on other people's limitations and beliefs? Who am I to show them they're "wrong?" ...I feel bad about not feeling bad... I feel bad about being God! ...maybe I should struggle myself to make it not so black am white. Invoke the formula and the cocktail x10 around all of that! (As in to the tenth power - just meaning allllll levels, layers, resistance, templates... - I AM ready to, willing to, and able to shine, and I am LOVING every minute of it! As I focus on my creation knowing limitation is none of my business ;)
Love ya'll!!! Jarrad
There's a great forum about frequency right now, and a lot of information is in Love, Life, God: The Journey of Creation. Members asked some great questions about changing frequency as intent, and for those of you who don't always look at the forums, I wanted to share some of the info here as well: We're all frequency, and we change through intent all the time. Dr. Emoto (I believe was his name) showed how water (and what are we?) changes with the vibrational signatures/frequencies of just words written on bottles. The implications here are huge in the scientific community and prove what we know energetically: every thing is energy, and everything is connected. Our environment is mostly water, our bodies are water, etc, so imagine every person is a symphony of frequency, and their symphony goes out into the one energy and creates accordingly. Every thought is a frequency - or combination of frequencies, and those thoughts create reality. Thus, change your story, change your thoughts, change your reality. Change all reality. Our stories, our thoughts, our bodies... All frequency. So through intent, absolutely; I believe you can. When I work in the field or move energy on the calls and even in mp3s, I'm using intent and my own ability to direct and move or clear the energy. The tracks work in similar but also different ways. Think of them like a marinade or a stock of soup. We're all frequency within frequency within frequency (body within a city within a state within a country is one way to simplify that and understand it on a simpler level). The tracks bring their own specific signature or soup/ingredients to the mix, so you can baste or bask in whichever energies you are wanting to feel and create more of. It's an immersive experience that - like the formula, with direction - you can tune your field to :)
Lots of Love,
Holy Moly!! What a month! I hope you have enjoyed all of the tracks, meditations, and bonus calls as much as I have. It has been truly a month of frequency.
...and it's about to expand ;)
I just messaged everyone because I have been getting a lot of questions about January - which I think is awesome, because everyone wants to keep going!!
I know some of you aren't on the ning site, so I am going to include that info down at the bottom of this email -
Because what I really wanted to talk to everyone about today, is Reaction.
I posted about my day that particular day in the comments section (this was the same day we had our awesome Solstice call). I think this might help some of you to realize that you're not doing anything wrong, and that we all have the power in every moment to choose to create what we want :)
This was my post:
"I'll give you an example of my day yesterday: The meditation was awesome. Afterwards, I had a meeting to go to. I went outside to discover we'd had an ice storm.
I discovered yesterday that the counter tops that took a month to get here were not the right counter tops (which may be a blessing evacuee I wasn't entirely sure I wanted them to begin with - so I directed myself to get really clear, decide what I wanted, and Stand behind my decision!"
She proceeded, under a gazebo, by a fountain, beautiful music playing, carries dancing, to yell at this man - loudly - about her not particularly inclusive beliefs regarding politics, immigration, and America... All while other diners stared (but bless them, they really tried not to).
Would I have chosen to express like that? If I were them, having their history, stories, and experiences, there would have been no other option. personally, I would have handled it differently, but that's because my own stories have changed and my own frequency is different.
Being me, I know that I have the power to create my life, and I've spent a lot of time healing what I needed to heal so that I could love them both and not freak out myself.
Just remember, its not about doing it "right" or being "perfect," it's just about knowing that none of this is really that serious. I mentioned in a reply yesterday, I used to say, "If you were dead, would this matter?" If the answer is no, choose to feel alive and joyful and go create what you want :)"
Lots of love,
The Money Blog
M had a great blog, and I wanted to post part of my response here because until I wrote it, I'm not sure I'd ever expressed this notion:
I've mentioned one of my favorite lines is "bank in the bank, not in your head."
That doesn't mean don't feel it, or visualize - quite the opposite. It just adds: "make it real."
I shared the story with M of a friend I have who has struggled with debt her whole life.
She's quite successful, but continues to do the same things over and over again, thinking "this time, if I change the energy, the outcome will be different" The thing is, she doesn't really change the energy - she tries to pretend she's changed it, but really she's still plugged into the same patterns because she still holds very tightly to her idea about what she's willing to do and not do, allow and not allow.
I used the story of another friend to illustrate this point further.
She moved to LA to become an actress just after school. About a year into her LA experience, we were having a conversation where she mentioned the Universe not showing up for her. She was talking about how there just wasn't any acting work, and how it was so hard to get an acting job.
I asked her what her agent thought.
She told me that she didn't have an agent.
I asked her if I could see her headshots (something you need to get an agent as well as for auditions).
She hadn't gotten them yet.
I asked her how class was going?
She told me she didn't sign up because the one she chose and wanted to take was during her shift at the restaurant.
You can see that it wasn't the universe "not showing up."
Back to banking.
Sometimes, when people have stickiness around money, they try and make it NOT about money. They make it about trust or living in the now. And those two things are very often collapsed in there. But they forget an important thing. They look at saving as lack, and they look at debt as lack... So either way, they find themselves in lack.
It becomes a scenario where a lottery win or magical sky fall is the only thing they can perceive as bringing real change, which creates an energy where money becomes "the answer." This is where the collapse happens, like with my first friend: She feels how good it would feel to have money - not because she's genuinely committed to happiness, but because she's trying to play a game where she "wins" by creating money.
Money is just energy, but so many people get wrapped up in IT and forget that IT is an illusion. What money really represents is the energy and reflection of actualized potential - whether that actualization is from "physical" work or change or "energy" work or change, etc.
I mentioned in my response to Martina the idea of saving money: It's okay to save money. A lot of people feel like "I'll live in the now and trust and that's all that matters..." all the while, really disliking living paycheck to paycheck and feeling frustrated... "If I could only get ahead..."
What I want to stress here is that it's all about the energy behind whatever you're doing: if you're saving because there is not enough, then that may not be the highest vibration. If you're saving while staying in the moment of how good it will feel for whatever the end result is, it doesn't feel like saving, it feels like creating and building - and that's where you can change your whole money template :)
...food for thought ;)
Lots of love,
Go Where Welcomes You
This was too synchronistic not to post for the group. Joy was up big time today, but not in a way most people think of joy. A lot of times, we lock into out vision of life, and try and look for or feel into joyful moments within that template. This energy is really challenging you to let go of all templates and just find pure joy. This article does a fantastic job of describing that process: Go Where Welcomes You
"In this stream of allowance, in this stream of unfolding, after you are through these first barriers that will come up (your shit), on the other side of that achievement is the experience of following what welcomes y...ou - following what smiles at you. That is how reality becomes. That which will best unfold your dream will smile at you. Where you want to be will welcome you. This is ease. This is how easy it becomes.
When you are wishing something to happen, and it starts to not happen, instead of battling against it, to push it or to force it, you say to yourself, “Ah, this isn’t to be. If I was meant to be there then things would be unfolding in that direction.” And you let go of that control. You let go of trying to control how your reality is.
And things will smile at you. Things will welcome you. That is the flow. Go where you are welcome. You do not need to fight against things. You do not need to change things. You do not need to change this planet. Be in your joy. Being in your joy is the greatest service you can be. There is nothing higher. Being in your joy is to radiate and ground your divinity and all will benefit. All will benefit from you being in your joy. No sacrifice is necessary.
The living of your dream is the greatest gift you can give to the world. You do not need to suffer or struggle. Let go of your suffering and your struggle. You do not need it anymore. You do not need things to be how they are now. You do not need anything. Just allow.
There is nothing in your life you need. It can all go. It can all stay. Let it do as it will. Let it unfold. Let your life unfold. Let go of your attachments. Everything that is best to stay will stay. Things that have had their time will go. Let that be. Know that it is your unfolding and your unfolding is your divinity, is your Godhood, is your safety, is your abundance.
Take your foot off of the brake. Cease trying to control your reality. It does not need to be controlled. You do not need to control it to be safe. To seek to control it is to create danger as the manifestation of the rejection of what you are. Love what you are. Accept what you are. What you are is all of your reality - everything that you personally experience.
Allow your wounds. Allow them to come up and be healed. You do not need to hold them away any longer. There is nothing that you need to hold away from you.
Allow the flow of your life. Allow yourself to be All That You Are. And that is to know yourself. To allow yourself to be, is to know yourself, and to know yourself is to know you are Source. You are the creator.
You are what you are, and what you are is perfectly imperfect. All your imperfections, as you perceive them, are perfect.
Nothing needs to change. By realizing nothing needs to change, you free every aspect of your reality to change. As long as you feel it needs to change you hold it static. Realize it does not need to change and it will blossom. Every aspect of your reality will blossom, and what you have held away will come forward. This is freedom.
Your freedom is in what you have been holding away.
Your freedom is in what you have been rejecting.
Accept and love every aspect of your being and be the God that you are.
As I've been reading the comments and blogs, etc, I just want to remind everyone to remember that you are the creation of you. Choose your beliefs wisely, and know that you choose them. Someone asked me about timelines and mentioned specific dates where someone had told them something would happen, etc, and this is the just of what I responded with: I see it a lot like Seth sees it. In my perception, if someone predicted something, it's usually - maybe always? - just them looking at your energy (and in some cases filtering through or mixing in their own limitations) and then looking at the current belief structures, energies, momentum, etc, and "predicting" where that momentum will go in a linear model. That all said, when I have had dreams about babies for my friends, in a few cases I woke up knowing the birth dates and was right each time - but those experience were different for me than when I'm reading energy, etc. Same with an instance in my late teens with a roulette wheel. I relate that to almost a conscious time jump/Dejuan vu, in that I see déjà vu like a trip down possible outcomes lane where we "later" remember the choice to be there. It's also an expanded view of our own linear life from our non linear existence. Overall, I think telling someone something will or will not happen based on a specific reading can be out of integrity because many times people are only reading particular beliefs or energies and may inadvertently (or advertently) be projecting through their own limited knowledge and understanding. no one decides ultimately but you. As for the "chart" and "purpose" stuff, I do see I where people "change" their charts, so I don't particularly resonate in the highest way with charts, either, all though, I also see the perspective that says, outside of time and space, we chose all, which would include the creation of the stars and a system to explore more realities. The subject of medicine has come up as well. I posted under suzi's blog, and with no judgment in any direction, remember that it's all Isness being directed by energy. It's our job as conscious creators to simply look at our judgments and release ourselves into the highest understanding and love for who we are - which is creation, divine love... I Am That I Am.
It's Time for You to Choose and Know
J wrote a blog that I felt really encompassed where a lot of you are right now. I'm feeling quite intensely this huge amount of fear around love and a lot of it stems from not trusting the open, quiet spaces. As I explained in the response, it's a belief that "I'm not safe," and that there's always another shoe about to drop, or "it's going to get bad before it gets better," or even "it's going to get bad while it's better or because it's better." Diane mentioned what can sometimes spill out as we open our hearts, and really, it's just mental goo and fear around associated beliefs and memories. I felt this SO intensely last night that it woke me up. Breathe into right now - just now - which is all there is. No memories, no past, no projected future attachments from the mental mind, just now... No one else's energy, just you and your choice and direction for divine love. Pause the mind, and feel the heart. Below is my response to Jackie: Diane is correct, and the first thing I heard was breathe. There's a belief that it has to get bad before it gets better, and for some reason as it gets better, that means it's always got to be bad... A shoe has always got to drop. I am feeling this BIG time for the group. Let's all invoke the formula around this and if you're mental mind comes in and you feel "trapped" in the pattern, then invoke the cocktail to open up new patterns and consciously invoke it around releasing your hold on the fears and current belief systems and energies creating the fears and stuck feelings. I'd also lik everyone to invoke te cocktail around releasing trauma from their electro magnetic fields and directing love and peace to balance your fields. I AM FREE What does that bring up in you? Don't hold it, wrestle with it, fix it, feel the need to delete it, just let it pass. Every moment is a new moment. Every moment is a blank page. You can create new in each moment. You are infinite! I've also seen a few of you using the terminology "Delete", and before I realized it was a tool, I jokingly thought it was being used as in "oops, caught myself writing something, but I consciously am choosing to write something different" type of way. I saw it again in a blog, and I wanted to briefly address that energy: I talk a lot about pressing the pause button. With "delete" I want to be sure the energy of that isn't a push or a "no" energy. When I read the word in a blog earlier, I saw an eraser, but to erase means finite room to work and sort of going back with a different intent as opposed to knowing every moment is a blank page. There's a subtle difference but it's a huge difference in the energy. Lastly, remember that this program is all about connecting you to Source (which you are). It is about direct access to all that you are and the choice to direct, choose, be, ad experience that as divine love. I have felt a few of you wanting to energetically come to me, and that's not what we're about here :) This is about you knowing that you are your highest answer. That only you can choose for you. Only you can create for you. That sounds scary for some of you, but it is the most empowering vibration of all, because hen you know within "I AM THAT I AM" you release from the matrix, you release from limitation, you realize fear, entities, etc, at the largest level represent fear, and most of all, you step into your true power - the power and peace and love of all that you are, of all that is. Some of you who are new to the program (and a few who aren't) have been looking outside and wanting someone else to "fix" or "choose" for them. Ultimately, you are sovereign, and this love is about you choosing to step into that knowing as you consciously expand into all the love that you are - beyond the stories, beyond any limitation of the mind or beliefs. And so it is :)
In love, Jarrad
Live fearlessly in a limitless world
I'm creating a lot of new things today, and putting different new packages together for next month. Last night, I had a dream, where I told myself to include my book, The Gospel of You. I never recorded that book, and I know it had a few errors in the published version, so I never really thought to include it. The subject matter is pretty deep, and it is in many ways it's own book, but also a sequel to Love, Life, God.
As I was going through the book this afternoon, the epilogue jumped out at me as it has a lot to do with the bonus call from this month (the last call from January), and I've seen on the blogs where some of you are dealing with what is addressed as well.
I'd like to share the epilogue with you all:
In 2008, I began writing Love, Life, God: the Journey of Creation by asking one single, three worded question, “Who are you?!” How fitting, that all these years, many, many conversations, and two books later, Source is now asking the same question of us.
A lot has transpired on this journey with Source, much of which has been chronicled in my writing. I tried to be as forthcoming and honest about my own journey as I possibly could, and along the way, I noticed judgment came up quite a bit. I’d moved beyond judging others for the most part, but I hadn’t quite gotten past judging myself. And it came up in the strangest ways.
In November of 2009, I was told by a doctor – wrongly - that I had M.S.
At the time, I simply walked out to my car and broke down in tears. I did not go to thoughts of love. I did not go to thoughts of divine grace or “I create my reality.” I went to, “How the fuck am I going to be any good to anybody now?” I beat myself up repeatedly – which is funny now, because in looking back, I can see exactly why my body hurt so badly and why walking was such a problem. I felt like I’d been slammed into a wall, and in truth, spiritually, I had been.
I had spent the last year working my tail off in voice over. I’d also finished writing a humor book, The Big E – Everything is Energy with my wonderful healing partner, actress Dee Wallace. I had never been so fully alive; yet, spiritually, I felt guilty, and now, I was being punished.
I had been judging myself for moving beyond what I perceived to be the typical and “correct” definition of God and for simply enjoying my life.
How dare I not worry? How dare I not be afraid of the government or this war or that horrible event seemingly looming on the horizon? Who was I to be so damn peaceful and happy?
Enter guilt and shame.
Every time I would claim, “I am Divine love,” I felt judged because I was still holding that a part of the Divine wasn’t so divine after all. It wasn’t okay for me to shine my light in the presence of so much darkness. How dare I love myself? How dare I accept myself? I was still holding on to the idea that life was inherently wrong and needed to be repented for. I was still holding on to the idea that I was wrong because I didn’t seem to fit into any one particular description or category. Most of all, I was still holding on to religion.
I talk in book one about collapsed beliefs, and I have to say I didn’t fully grasp the concept until the shit in my life metaphorically hit the fan. There I was, on hold for a half million dollar job, getting ready to celebrate the holidays with my family, and I could barely walk. How embarrassing.
I kept thinking to myself, “who would want to publish a book about creation and healing by a guy who can’t even get out of bed? What kind of sick joke is this?”
I actually refused to write after that. Source asked me many times to return to the keyboard, and I would not. I tried to barter. “Make me better, and I’ll keep going.”
Does that sound familiar?
Without even realizing it, I had fallen back into the story of conceptualizing God. I’d willingly walked into the story of having fallen from grace and being in need of redemption.
Now in truth, I had fallen: from my own grace.
It took about six weeks, another G.P., a neurologist, and a massive amount of testing to decide that I was being stupid. Ultimately, I realized that what was happening to my body was in fact exactly what Source had spoken so much about in book one: the manifestation of belief systems.
I have to confess though, that conclusion played out by way of a dream:
My best friend in the whole world had been trying to conceive for several months. A little upset that I had been able to pinpoint the time of conception, birth, and sex of a mutual friends baby (I knew she was pregnant before she did. In fact, I actually called her and told her the day after she conceived that she was pregnant), he asked me to plug his future into my subconscious and see what my dreams came up with.
Now, full disclosure: I’m not entirely sure how it worked, but it did. A few days later, I had a dream. The baby would be born in June. A few nights later, I had another dream. This time, it was as if I was the baby, and I was coming into being – literally being conceived – and somehow, I knew it was September. Then, just a few short months before my legs began wobbling and my motor skills began going wonky, I had a dream, peering several years into the future, where I was with them, and I saw their baby – who by now was an adorable little girl who appeared to be four or five years old.
Being my best friend, I told him all about the dreams. By the time I was having trouble getting around, they were ready to announce the sex of the baby. I told him it had better be a girl, because that was the only way I knew that I was going to be able to walk in the future (as I’d been perfectly healthy and happy in the dream).
Sure enough, they gathered their family and a few close friends and revealed that they were in fact having a baby girl – conceived exactly when I’d said, due exactly when I’d said.
That was enough proof for me. I very quickly snapped out of my bullshit and realized that I had it all wrong. I hadn’t been “struck down” for doing something wrong. I was simply experiencing the physical manifestation of conflicting beliefs. My judgment had become physical, and instead of realizing there was a conflict somewhere in my being, I sat down in a huff and tried to give up.
Source had been trying to get me to the keyboard because what was coming up was directly related to beliefs about God and “the ultimate reality” that I was still holding onto.
As I returned to the dialogue, I was told to work on grounding, and so I did. I spent several months working on getting back into my body – literally. And as I did, my motor function returned. I thoroughly worked the principals I’d been teaching others for so many years, and once again, I began experiencing miracles in my own life.
The diagnosis was changed to migraine syndrome. Then it was changed again, and again, until finally, feeling perfectly fine, I simply told the doctor, “You know what, I’m good.” That was five years ago, and I haven’t had a problem since.
Now, that’s not to say that I haven’t had the occasional runny nose, but I’m much better now about taking the time and letting myself heal instead of beating myself up. If I need to say no to something, I say no. If I need to take time away, I take time away.
Recently, I needed a vacation, but I didn’t feel like I could afford to leave town. I followed my instincts and left. When I returned, I had an audition for a role that had been cast in my absence, and was now being recast. The producers were only seeing people they hadn’t seen while I was away. I wound up auditioning next to maybe 3 other people instead of the 100 or so I would have been mixed in with had I staid in town, and I got the job.
Life is full of moments like that. Not everyone will always get the job, and not everyone will have a serious medical trauma either. Whatever you create, there is a reason. Don’t beat yourself up. Maybe getting pulled over kept you from getting in an accident. Maybe that job less kept you from a path you can’t even imagine right now. Maybe that missed train was the Universe trying to deliver a way for you to meet your new mate while waiting on the platform.
Whatever happens, keep loving yourself. Don’t feel like there is some mark you have to hit, some eternal bar to raise, or some past debt you must forever repay – but if you, don’t beat yourself up.
All judgment is the product of a story, and in many ways, religion is the last great story. Divine Love does not need a story, because forever and always, it just is.
Live fearlessly in a limitless world.
Anxiety or Excitement?
I usually update when there is a very clear theme for everyone, and this morning, there was a very clear and discernable message or everyone around choosing excitement and processing it as joy rather than feeling it or interpreting it as anxiety and then allowing the vibration to spin and amplify towards fear and "unknown." I almost posted earlier in the week as there was also a strong group energy of fear, but I wanted to wait and see where it went. This anxiety is the next step for those of you who may have been plugging into fear around your power/creation. A lot also came up around responsibility: ie if I Create my life, what does that mean with relation to "other" and do I have to be to be responsible and save everyone. I worked a lot with simply removing the fear frequencies and was told for those of you still in that space to start framing life in terms of exciting and allowing that energy to blow through. The Statement around commitment came in as the highest way to answer any question of responsibility. In other words, only focus on creating love and the life you want (again, in divine love and joy knowing all creation is also held in this love while feeling how taken care of and supported everyone truly is). Ironically, this brought back polarity energy for some of you, so yea! More deeper levels coming up and out :) I was told at the end of this post to have you all drop into your hearts and invoke the formula by simply dropping down into love and stating, "I invoke the formula". Moving in to your heart is key and will erase a lot of that fear and unknown mind gunk.
Lots of love, Jarrad
Transmutation and Source Connect
Tonight, I felt very clearly that it's time to do some serious work - not purging, not "one foot in, one foot out," - but serious, two feet, all in, transmutation. I use transmutation on purpose as what showed up in the meditation was a wall of transmutational energy very much like a violet flame, but more so. Imagine the white diamond energies mixed with the golden light plus the violet flame as well as an increased presence of every ray, flame, and light on the transmutational spectrum (and beyond, they say). Several energies/individuals in the group have been deflecting certain energies and then literally "calling" on me to "fix" the very things around which they've been deflecting healing. Tonight, there was a shift. Tonight, I shifted. Tonight, many of you chose and shifted. these flames and energies encased everyone in the group. I want to stress to those of you who have been calling upon me that this is not about connecting to me. This is about connecting to you - knowing you are worthy, loved, held safe, deeply secure and always at choice. I want you all to begin to connect consciously and unconsciously (through direction) to source, knowing as above so below. Let's blow these lower vibrational games and perspectives out of the water - literally cleansing all that we are in this transmutational energy, while knowing that this energy is you. It is source. Many of you have unknowingly been using me as a bridge, and tonight begins the building of your own bridge, and it can be instant because that bridge, in actuality, already exists. I have not ever felt this massive transmutational energy on the scale of which I felt it tonight. In fact, I was told to no longer hold the bridging space but to show you energetically the way to your own light and present you with the choice to connect to your own light. It is okay to choose otherwise, but it must be your choice. It is time to make the leap. THIS is a magnified version of the shift felt from te matrix call. It is time to know that you create. My mental mind wants to say this message came about so strongly because of the number of people in the program this month. However, if we are all one energy, this is the reflection of a choice to go deeper and "know Thyself" as all that you are on a grand scale. Open up to source and feel all that YOU are, coming forward to heal and transmute. WOW this energy is here. I have a feeling this is going to be a powerful week!
In love, Jarrad
Hi, all! Welcome! I am really excited about this month - especially after setting such an awesome intention. There are a few of you who need to revisit that intention, and we'll go into that a bit tomorrow if I still feel the energy of it poking around. The jist of it is this: from an open heart and a set and directed focus, I believe anything is possible.
Sometimes, though, we "want" something and we stay in the "want" vibration, which is equal to not having. This is why I speak so often of "feel what it would feel like to already.... be complete, have x, y, z, etc."
Many of you have heard me use the statement:
I am committed to one, happy, healthy, prosperous whole, and that makes me happy. And it's simple, easy, quiet and complete. Notice it does not say, "I am committed to getting what I want, and to do so, I have to get rid of all of this other stuff... or struggle... or release...." Nope. Just committed. So what does commitment mean? Well, for some people, it may mean struggle. It may mean perseverance, and that may also equate to battling for, competing for, or struggling.
So, lets all invoke the formula around all of that (and the cocktail, I am hearing) so that we can put 100 per cent of our focus on what we DO want, and shift the needle on our record player to a song of our pure choosing and creation.
On the heels of that, what I worked on today was very different than a normal first few days. I started working the energy a little earlier than normal, and after integrating some of the newbies, it was really just about love: Can I, Do I, Will I... what are my limits? What are my beliefs?
So with that in mind, I want to share with you a conversation I had just this morning.
I was talking with someone about "God" - Source, Love, Spirit, whatever your word for the Divine that is all - and we were talking about how to love God and therefore each other and ourselves. There is a story often attributed to St. Augustine that is actually an Eastern story about a man with a torch, and a bucket of water. The man's son had come to him, and said, "How am I to love God?" The man answered by handing the boy his two items, and replied, "To love God, take this torch and set fire to all the riches of heaven. Then, take this pitcher of water and extinguish all the fires of hell."
I love that story. It means that we do not love people, God, Spirit, Source, others, etc because we want them to give us something, and we do not love them/us for fear of retribution of punishment. We simply love for the sake of love - with nothing to ever gain or lose. It is unconditional.
You are deeply loved, safe, and held secure by all that is. Where I want to spend the rest of today and tomorrow is helping you remember this and then remember that you are this love. You are the unconditional beauty of a sunset, the stillness of a stream, and the majesty of the mountains. This is who you are. It is not given with strings or chords or attachments, but given freely by a Universe that loves you.
Can you fully shift your focus to that Universe? Will you?
This month is going to be amazing!!
Love to all,
Tonight's really late night message was all about connection.
When I started to tune in to see what the biggest thing to know was, I heard, "Be still, and know." So what are you focused on knowing - and does your definition of knowing mean being, or does it mean learning. Let me equate that to what we talked about the other day when we discussed the vibration of wanting. It feels like some of you have a "want" vibration collapsed with knowing. Remember, if there is a "wanting" to know, on some level, you are expressing that you do not already know.
So take a deep breathe... move back into the amazing space we created on the call where everything is taken care.
"But..." Press the button ;)
"But..." Press the button.
Feel the love and support and focus on that. Direct all of your energy as the "I AM" that you are. Know that no energy is outside the scope of the One I AM presence.
I read a book many years ago called "The I AM Discourse Volume 3." In this book was the following phrase: "I AM the might motive power back of all energy." That basically means that beyond personality, beyond illusion, there is only source.
What if that were true?
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What if, behind everything you were experiencing, behind every person, place, and thing, there was Source. And what if you began seeing that Source in all things...
And what if you knew the oneness and connection and love and safety within that knowing?
Sometimes, we just need a reminder to connect in. We need a reminder that we are held safe - the picture I have is of a child sleeping peacefully on Christmas morning. Like on the call, "T'was the night before Christmas..."
Peace. Be still, and know.
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Part two of this is knowing that your body is a mode of transportation and experience. Where would you like to go? What would you like to create? Don't be afraid to own your own reality and create it. Sometimes, creation feels like work, so we think we're doing it wrong, lol. There are just beliefs in place that you're moving through (or with in some cases), and it's all good. As I said to Niki in a blog post, know that you are a miracle in the making. It's okay to be in that "making" stage. Expansion is always happening, so in one regard, we are that "making" stage - past, present, and future selves, our larger self beyond time and space... always expanding and creating.... we are so immense. Don't be afraid to play in that immenseness.
Lots of love,
Today, the work was all about cohesion - not just having it, but also being able to completely lose it and live in the fully trusted moment of now. I speak of life sometimes as a symphony, and what came up today was that some of you need to quiet a whole lot of instruments in order to focus on the "sound" you really want to create. Translated as story, it means there are multiple stories keeping a particular story or trauma in place. When I looked at why these were there, I was told it did not matter and to focus on what happens when they all fall away - which is this fear or falling apart sensation that seems to come with what we perceive as lack of cohesion in our self, life, story, etc. The main body of work was around release, so those of you who have the release everything meditation may want to go back an re listen knowing that you're releasing EVERY aspect of who you are and what you desire. In doing so, you open up to true expression. If you don't have the meditation, simply play some frequencies or a nice piece of music and let yourself go - release and let go of needing to solve anything. Release and let go of needing to figure anything out, release attachment to outcome, and just be :) Then release what you think you have to do to be...
Lots of love, Jarrad
Energy or Shift
The energy of Shifting is coming up today. Personally, I did a lot of work today opening the heart and around all of the stories of love and why we do or do not allow ourselves to "have it all" in every area of life. When I tuned into the group, there were two different visions: the first was of sitting peacefully in a hammock on the beach, and the other was of an almost past-life seeming vision of struggle and really trying to "whip" the world into shape through force. I was told to present those two options as choices - neither "right" nor "wrong" but both valid experiences and choices. In going deeper, I worked on releasing belief clusters - see the forum where I responded to Niki's great question as well as the miasm post for more on that.
Love you all!!
Many of you have commented that the energy updates here have greatly helped you process and understand the energies of the last couple of weeks.
Today I was immediately directed to DNA and restructuring at all levels the ability to be all, see all, understand all, know all - so at a greater level, increase the physical awareness of all that I AM (meaning your own I AM presence as your own physical and individual experience, but also as the experience of multi dimensional living and not just 3d).
Purpose and Clarity
I started the day "tweaking" what felt like anxiety and moving the energy into a different focus so that you all could start to feel that a lot of it was actually excitement - but it seemed hard for some of you to shift that perspective because you needed what showed up in the field as a target. So purpose and clarity are what I am working on today. Purpose in this sense is Joy - a very ACTIVE, exciting Joy... the joy that comes with knowing you can be do and have all things. Take a breathe (not a "heavy" breath), just a light breath and feel into what life would be like if you knew you could do ANYTHING and not fail. Breath that energy in and connect to the clarity of vision energy knowing that the vision you are receiving is the vision of what it is to truly know you can never fail You are Joy. And You are Success. And You are Love.
All Kinds of Shift - Free Call
What is Your Passion?
I've been working pretty deeply on you all for the last week or so preparing you for this awesome energy that is already starting to peak through. The big thing that has come from all of the power and flow work I've been doing is "what is your passion?" So I just want you to feel about that for a bit and start making a conscious effort to really begin to make room for you to experience it physically :)
Ask yourself how you define happiness.
In this article, the author talks about happiness vs meaning in a very 3d almost 2d kind of way, but brings up a major point that sometimes causes a glitch with people seeking enlightenment: it goes towards those who seek stuff vs those who seek connection and love.
The Most Important Info You'll Ever Read
This morning, a ton of information came in around healing. I've been getting a lot of requests for personal sessions, and I have noticed that there seems to be an ever growing divide between people who are really experiencing the joy of living and those who are suffering from depression, financial woes, etc.
8 Hidden Beliefs That Keep You From Creating Your Life
Forgiveness, Empowerment, and the Frequency of 267
Hi, all. This morning, "forgiveness" came up for some of you in a major way - forgiveness of others, self, etc. Mostly, it felt like simply forgiving the past - forgiving yourself for not being good to yourself, which ultimately carried a little judgment and then the forgiveness of having judged. It was very much a Self Love moment (the song I heard was "Let it be" and the feeling that accompanied it was like being hugged and embraced on all levels by the most wonderful loving and all encompassing energy of the Divine). I also worked quite a bit with the violet flame and all of the outer energy bodies - kind of like a gentle bath of transmutation for the subtle energy bodies.
Whew!!! So, if you're tired today, that's why, lol. Drink plenty of water this weekend, and be conscious of sending lots of love and ease to everyone:)
Stuck Energies Falling Away
Today is all about dropping filters and masks - being seen by yourself in total truth. Who are you REALLY? Beyond the mind, beyond the chatter or fear or stories, who are you REALLY?
Are Y'all Ready?
Are ya'll ready for some fun and celebration? I'm going to begin working more with that active vibration energy in the next few days. It's the same energy that came up just before the Darius call... and it's been around in smaller amounts for the last two months. There is some "stuff" to move out so we can all really enjoy it in a more open and full way.
If you haven't read Suzi's "Energy Explosion" blog a few posts down, it's a great read, along with the responses. I wrote quite a bit about the electrical charge and mentioned that I've fried several iphones since Thursday. In fact, I need to go back to the Apple store again today.
I explained in my response a bit about what I've been doing at the deeper level, and then today, even more came up. It stands on it's own, but in conjunction with the three hidden/burried fears/beliefs that i wrote about in Suzi's post, it really provides a launching pad into Love and Harmony (which, on a separate note, needs to be directed. So, what are you directing yourself to be in harmony with?).
This was part of my response to Jackie, but I know not everyone reads all of the comments, so I wanted to make it a post of it's own, but I want to also share what was coming in on Friday:
Going back to Suzi's post, what I mentioned to Suzi was that within myself and the group, I was tracking "the light of me - the electrical charge of me in that high vibrational charge - can't/won't/will not handle me." Meaning, the electrical charge goes out, but as it comes back, we can't fully connect. Think of it like a circuit that can't make connection but is constantly being fired.
1. When I'm god I have to die, so I don't want to receive myself in the highest form.
One of the the things that is coming up in the last few days is "retraction." It's kind of like expansion is this thing I do, but it's not really who I AM, so to get back to me, I need to "decompress" or "retract" back into "my energy" (the old definition of the energy or the place where subconsciously we feel "home" and comfy). That brings up more of what we've been knocking out, which is: I AM NOT. So this is really about what I posted to Suzi - that part of ourself (that many define as not part of self or dark or resistance... there are lots of words...) that is programmed (by us or in the collective sense, directed with our permission) to keep us from fully stepping into our power.
WOW. That just gave me chills of joy.
I'm also hearing - as I mentioned on the call on Thursday - for some of you to invoke the formula around the definition of freedom and joy so that they can be the highest vibrational knowingness and experience of harmony, peace, freedom, excitement, peace (I heard to put that twice for emphasis), joy, etc...
Now around "peace" lets invoke the formula so that it is not that "separate" monk on the mountain kind of peace, but that it is the "peace that surpaseth all understanding" - it is that knowingness in th heart - that expression of love and joy - that ACTIVE vibration... which brings us full circle as this active vibration... this "activation" is what a lot of people, myself included, are having some amazing experiences around. This is the energy of us that is triggering the "too much alarm."
So with all of the above balanced, I AM THE LOVE AND THE JOY AND THE PEACE OF MY BEING AND ACTIVITY. I JOYFULLY RECEIVE ALL THAT I AM AS ALL THAT I AM IN FREEDOM, JOY, BLISS, HARMONY. I AM THE PHYSICAL EMBODIMENT OF FREEDOM AND LOVE, AND I AM THAT I AM.
Emotions and Appreciation
I've noticed a lot of emotion coming up. Most of the anger seems to stem from a place of feeling unappreciated - by others and by the self (why did self let me down, why did I create this situation, etc).
I've really heard several times today to let you all know to be conscious of your focus. There is some really powerful energy coming up over the next few days, and it will really help to focus on the positives and be in gratitude. It's a great opportunity to walk the talk and be conscious and start to really see where you've been giving your power away (and to whom) and consciously and lovingly invite that power back :)
A lot of times, we want to look at what's broken, and when we do that, we put even more focus there. We get stuck on the "fixing" because we feel like we have to "fix it" in order to move ahead. Often times, just by letting whatever "it" is go, we can take all of our focus and put towards what we want.
Think of creation like the plant in Little Shop of Horrors. The more you feed the plant of negative thoughts, the more it grows.
See if you can consciously shift focus to happier thoughts. Feel what it would feel like to be where you are telling yourself that you want to be in life without the mental chatter of "but you're not there yet", "you'll never get there," "you have to do so much else first," "you're not worthy," etc.
Just feel what it would feel like if all were totally well and you were supported. Play pretend.
A great track to support this energy is the Creating Relationships Energy Journey.
Lots of love,
Grounding, Loving Light
Tonight when I checked in to do the group work, I really saw a lot of energy that seemed to be "hanging out." What I was reminded to discuss here was the direction of energy. The energy was very responsive tonight, but I felt a bit of a longing in the group. I don't know if it's because the holiday season is approaching here in the U.S. and abroad, but there seemed to be a childlike sense of wanting to both give and receive love. There was a definite wanting to just be held. It was very much a "physical" feeling within
I worked with what I call the "cinnamon" light (because that's the color it looks to me). That light is all about grounded love - the kind you feel in this plane.
There is an interesting feeling of solomness as well, like the energy of the group is really reverant towards what is going on, and I want to spin some more "fun" orange light into that so that we can crank it up. I know we're only just now at about the half-way point, but I think you all are ready to really begin directing your energy and pushing the boundaries (and releasing the boundaries) around who you are and what you will allow or be or do or have.
This is the energy of what we did on the call yesterday - the golden light followed by the breath work to ground in that sense of love and joy. However, for a lot of you, that love and joy feels incomplete without the push/pull of some type of 3-d matrix. This is where the Creating your Ideal Relationships MP3 that came with the package comes in :D
This jounrey is all about knowing that not only are you not alone, but you are loved, held safe, and deeply secure at all times in all ways and all spaces and places.
Lots of love,
PS - Lots of people got off the call just after the frequency track for integration played. I got the hit to take a few more questions and not wrap the call on time, so I did, and I think we went another twenty or so minutes, and addressed some BIG topics around feeling energy, directing energy, and ...MONEY!!!
So if money is something you have been looking at, check that out.
Also, Darius posted this on his facebook account, and I shared it on mine as well, because I thought it was very interesting. It's all about money and the templates of thought. It's worth looking at ESPECIALLY if you are looking at money issues in your life right now:
Feeling Caught Up
Yesterday and today were a lot about "getting caught up." It felt like a lot of you had sped up spritually or emotionally, but that other energy bodies - mostly the phyisical and mental - were not moving along at the same space. It was an interesting thing to watch over the last few days.
In a way, it's like a time warp... it felt like some of you sped off to a space where everything was great, but put that place "somewhere else" and left the physical body behind.
(On a side note, it's interesting that one fo the big messages last week was about not getting left behind. That message was true - and this is not so much about YOU getting left behind, but it's about integrating all spaces into the now moment, and knowing that you can create whatever you placed "somewhere else" right here and right now).
In a related post, I was answering another question further down in the blog about a fear of being attacked that had to do with this issue of integration/expansion, so I wanted to share a bit about that as well:
Invoke the formula around knowing Oneness from the Source perspective, and knowing that perspective is you :) Think of those feelings as energy or thought forms that are of and from you, but you've forgotten that you directed them to do what they're doing.
Tomorrow is Sunday Funday, so I will be working with the enrgy of fun again:D If you like to visualize, picture it as a bright orange energy filling you up and permeating your being and surroundings.
Also, I wanted to address this really fast: I keep getting an energy of wanting to clear stuff when I tap the group, and wanting to clear keeps the focus on clearing - and if we create what we focus upon, the wanting to clear actually serves to keep/create/recreate things to clear. This may be why some of you have been circling the same thing for a while.
Let go of wanting to clear and begin to embrace and play with the notion of "what if there was nothing to do?" Really get down into the heart here, because the mind may want to really start showing you just how much there "IS" to do. A lot of times, we think that we are the result of what we have thought or that we are the result of the mind, but if you follow the thought back enough, you will eventually find you - the thinker and creator of the thought.
Also, lets all join in with this:
When I typed "health" I felt some of you fall out, so invoke the formula around releasing that push/pull and being able to just love and get to the blank page - the zero point - where you can create anything!
Interested to hear what's going on with some of you as BOUNDARIES came up today. It felt like a positive thing - working out who or what you're giving energy to that you no longer wish to give to... also allowing yourselves to be "off the hook" from needing certain things or from "saving" yourselves or other people... really learning to be and expand from the still point and the blank page of power and sovereignty. I expanded upon that with some frequencies of purpose and clarity once more. I feel like this is an area that will continue to grow and gain momentum for some of you over the next few hours and possibly days. Rest came up for some of you as well, but as in the notion that you could manifest from a state of rest and ease. That tells me some of you are really turning a corner :D
This is a video Master Class from Story Waters - who most of you know is a dear friend of mine in London.
I AM Enough!
I AM Enough
"I can never have what I want/be good enough" and because I can never have what I want, when I start to get what I want, it brings up the fear and anxiety around knowing that ultimately, no matter what, I won't make it/get there/be able to keep it... and even if I did, it's not enough. and because it's never enough, even when I'm balanced and receiving, I am overwhelmed because it's not enough... and how can I ever get "there" ...I can't... which is depressing and causes me to feel stuck and not love myself...but I have the tools to shift and move into love...but when I am in love, it's not enough...you can see where this stuff really could kick ya in the booty as you expand...as quick as this post is, this is HUGE for a few of you and should really shed some light on a lot of issues within the group as well.